Hello, internet. It's me again. So, I went to school today, and, upon my arrival, found out that a kid from my grade, Mikel, had been shot on Saturday, and I saw the effect the death had on his his friends. They were all visibly sad, and most of them were even crying, and I thought to myself, "Holy shit, those could've been MY friends." It was a real wake-up call. Further prodded along by this turn of events, I went to talk to the school counselor. I told her everything, and she got me some references to counseling centers, and sent me home early with my folks. At this point I'm not sure where I'll be getting counseling, but I know that it'll help, wherever I go.
-Will
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
Day 1: 10/12/09
Hello, internet. My name is Will Breen. I'm suicidally depressed. I've lost any and all faith in humanity, leading me to feel completely alien amongst my own species, and I've also lost any and all motivation for anything, including school. My grades have been slipping since I was in 6th grade because of this, but the final straw came this weekend. Yesterday, I came within an inch of killing myself by slashing my wrists. I had written a suicide note and final wishes, but decided against it at the last minute because I kept thinking of a friend I love very dearly, and decided to seek help. I went to my mom and her girlfriend, and I told them I had a problem. This is the beginning of a long road to sanity. This is the chronicle of said journey. I hope you'll stay with it.
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